This god damn car is broken down again looks like I'm sleepin' in the back and I'll be dreamin' of a better place
Only to call you in the morning with the same excuse again
By the side of the freeway watchin' all the cars go by
I think tomorrow will be the day I get my shit together and give up this crying game
I've been here before I know I'll be here again
I don't know why but it don't feel the same

for one moment I can see clearly
The weight of the world don't seem so bad
Then I find myself here right back where I started from again

indecisions's no solution the days that lay ahead so I begin to scramble in my head for the answers
Only to find myself shutdown by the same mistakes again
Lookin over my shoulder for the things that pass me by
I know tomorrow will be the same I'll find a new excuse to make the same mistakes again
I've been here before I know I'll be here again
So many wasted hours so many wasted intentions

chorus.

I beat myself got to survive
I've got more will now to stay alive
If I could only find the time
If I could only find a reason
If I could only run this last leg first time around
I wouldn't be stuck in another mess
In another realm with the same old stress

chorus.






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Deville Lyrics as written by Jason Alexander Cruz Jacob Ira Kiley

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    I agree, but I also get the sense that the singer is stuck in a rut and feels like he's trying run on ice (i.e. not getting anywhere).

    Oh yeah, and something I really love is that he's not exactly whining in his lament, cause he blames himself as much as he blames the circumstances to his situation.

    TeflonBillyon July 07, 2005   Link

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