In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
Let me start by being honest
I've lied to myself
No I don't know who I am but I know I need some help
See I'm just going through the motions
Days just slip away
Why does everything keep changing to different shades of grey
If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell
I'd be the best and the worst
Am I the worst
Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again
Every time that I've been honest
things always end the same
Why do I try to open my heart
If it always ends in pain
I'll just got back to the old me and fade into the grey
I'm going through the motions to try and feel ok
If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell
I'd be the best and the worst
Am I the worst
Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again
Now that you know I'm complicated and stuck inside in my head
You still say you'll never leave me no matter who I've been
If I push will you pull
Why don't you leave me alone
No I don't want to go home
I want to bleed on my own
If I push will you pull
Please don't leave me alone
I think I want to go home
Don't let me bleed on my own
Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again
I've lied to myself
No I don't know who I am but I know I need some help
See I'm just going through the motions
Days just slip away
Why does everything keep changing to different shades of grey
If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell
I'd be the best and the worst
Am I the worst
Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again
Every time that I've been honest
things always end the same
Why do I try to open my heart
If it always ends in pain
I'll just got back to the old me and fade into the grey
I'm going through the motions to try and feel ok
If I was true to myself I'd be the devil in hell
I'd be the best and the worst
Am I the worst
Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again
Now that you know I'm complicated and stuck inside in my head
You still say you'll never leave me no matter who I've been
If I push will you pull
Why don't you leave me alone
No I don't want to go home
I want to bleed on my own
If I push will you pull
Please don't leave me alone
I think I want to go home
Don't let me bleed on my own
Now I've taken
I've cheated
Can't control alt delete it
It just keeps on repeating
I'm broken
I'm bleeding
It just keeps on repeating
It just keeps on repeating again
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Push // Pull Lyrics as written by Sam Sky Caleb Rodriguez
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