From the scrapes and bruises
To the familiar abuses
I'll kick and scream
But it never changes anything
I could spill my guts out
Wearing my best little girl pout
I almost missed it
But nobody said this was gonna be easy

This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding
I don't know how to word it
I just started to deserve it
And all my faces are alibis, and me
I'm half the man I wanted to be

Most times it comes out wrong
I don't know the words but I'll hum along
There's nothing familiar here anymore
To anyone or anything enough to feel alive

And I still taste that sickness
And it makes me crazy without it at best
But I'm in the same place I used to be
But I'm trying harder not to be

So what am I
And all my,
All my faces are alibis
This is not the man I hoped to be
And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding

I don't know how the words go
I just started not to say no

Don't want it, don't get it
I know you won't regret it
Don't surface, don't surface,
And I feel so damn worthless

Another day is gone
And all my faces are alibis,
And me,
I'm half the man I wanted to be.


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    This is an amazing song, the instruments mesh well together and Josh's voice is so beautiful.

    I agree with the bulimia theory. I can sum it up in this line, I think. Or at least, make it a bit clearer. Hopefully. =).

    "I'm half the man i wanted to be."

    He's not who he wanted to see himself when he was older, he didn't want to be a guy with eating disorders and so many issues, basically, he's disappointed in himself.

    Fallen Leaveson September 18, 2007   Link

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