I’ve seen your face in every place that I’ll be goin’
I read your words like black hungry birds read every song
Rise and fall
Spin and call
And my name
Is carnival
Sad music in the night
Sings a scream of light out of chorus
And voices you might hear appear and disappear
In the forest
Short and tall throw the ball
And my name is carnival
Strings of yellow tears
Drip from black wire fears
In the meadow
And their white halos spin
With an anger that is thin
And turns to sorrow
King of all
Hear me call
Hear my name
Carnival
Here there is no law
But the arcade’s penny claw
Hanging empty
The painted laughing smile
And the turning of the style
Do not envy
And the small
Can steal the ball
To touch the face
Of carnival
The fat woman frowns
At screaming frightened clowns
That move enchanted
And a shadow lie and waits
Outside your iron gates
With one wish granted
Colours fall
Throw the ball
Play the game
Of carnival
Without a thought of size
You come to hypnotize
The danger
The world that comes apart
Has no single heart
When life is stranger
Wheel and call
Clawed dreams all
In the name
Of carnival
Wheel and call
Clawed dreams all
In the name
Of carnival


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My Name Is Carnival song meanings
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    General Comment

    Does anyone have a clue concerning the meaning? The only thing that comes into my mind here is that Carnival could mean, that he's kind of always in disguise to fool the people about his sad state of mind. You could maybe see it here for example: "The painted laughing smile And the turning of the style Do not envy" I don't know if it's correct, but there seems to be nothing that speaks against it, despite all the things I don't understand like: "And a shadow lie and waits Outside your iron gates With one wish granted"

    But still it's a wonderful mysterious song that I really feel very deeply somehow.

    SteeleDreamon March 25, 2013   Link
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    General Comment

    i wish more people had heard this song. it's really beautifully done.

    abuliaon November 17, 2007   Link
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    General Comment

    it is very good. the whole album is

    dustbowlon August 01, 2009   Link
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    General Comment

    idk what its about but its a great song for sure :)

    mossyoak83on July 18, 2011   Link
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    My Interpretation

    These lyrics are very dark and very abstract. I think the key to understanding these lyrics is to understand what is meant by carnival. His name is carnival. Is carnival an anthropomorphism? No, because his name is carnival. It is the opposite of anthropomorphism. The antonym of anthropomorphism is dehumanization. The "protagonist", so to speak, has become dehumanized by his experiences in life and his relations with others. The fat woman, the high wire, the sad clowns, the arcade's penny claw are all symbols of the draining of his soul and his constant despair. His life has become a carnival and that is who he has become. These are very sad and depressing lyrics, masterfully presented. This is a great song.

    rick101970on July 04, 2020   Link
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    General Comment

    I loved to read the previous interpretations of this song. I think the clue to understanding this song, is the reference to a carnival game, where clown puppets move by and people throw balls into their opened mouths. there are plenty of pictures available, it looks pretty scary i think. i think he is one of those puppets, or sees his life as such and is repeating the same things over and over again. The first sentence I've seen your face in every place I'll be goin, the tenses don't work. so maybe he already knows what he will be seeing even though he hasn't been there yet.

    There are still a couple of lines i can't make sense of. Like the 2nd, or the ones with the yellow tears (tears of joy?), maybe someone has ideas :)

    jelly15on September 28, 2022   Link

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