I think it's about a really bad, dangerous, possibly expensive town. Mostly, he wants to live with a smaller amount of stress so he doesn't have to carry a gun everywhere. He has nowhere to go without feeling unsafe or endangered.
He wants to get out of the town to live and breathe. To get a chance to grow. He knows he wants to leave, but this place is all he's ever known. "I look, I bleed, I beg and pray" would either mean 'I'm a real person. I deserve to not be under this shit all the time!' or else...
I think it's about a really bad, dangerous, possibly expensive town. Mostly, he wants to live with a smaller amount of stress so he doesn't have to carry a gun everywhere. He has nowhere to go without feeling unsafe or endangered.
He wants to get out of the town to live and breathe. To get a chance to grow. He knows he wants to leave, but this place is all he's ever known. "I look, I bleed, I beg and pray" would either mean 'I'm a real person. I deserve to not be under this shit all the time!' or else that he tries his best to get out.
He's better off dead if he keeps staying in that town. He's not doing anything for the world or else he's just trying to sustain life for a little while longer.
To prove himself would be to get out of there.
Another idea is everything like that, only instead the 'town' would be his state of mind or emotion. The gun would be fighting his dark suicidal thoughts with his last shine of optimism. To breathe would be to let loose, causing himself to fall apart.
He just wants to be away from his depression.
its about suicide
I think it's about a really bad, dangerous, possibly expensive town. Mostly, he wants to live with a smaller amount of stress so he doesn't have to carry a gun everywhere. He has nowhere to go without feeling unsafe or endangered. He wants to get out of the town to live and breathe. To get a chance to grow. He knows he wants to leave, but this place is all he's ever known. "I look, I bleed, I beg and pray" would either mean 'I'm a real person. I deserve to not be under this shit all the time!' or else...
I think it's about a really bad, dangerous, possibly expensive town. Mostly, he wants to live with a smaller amount of stress so he doesn't have to carry a gun everywhere. He has nowhere to go without feeling unsafe or endangered. He wants to get out of the town to live and breathe. To get a chance to grow. He knows he wants to leave, but this place is all he's ever known. "I look, I bleed, I beg and pray" would either mean 'I'm a real person. I deserve to not be under this shit all the time!' or else that he tries his best to get out.
He's better off dead if he keeps staying in that town. He's not doing anything for the world or else he's just trying to sustain life for a little while longer.
To prove himself would be to get out of there.
Another idea is everything like that, only instead the 'town' would be his state of mind or emotion. The gun would be fighting his dark suicidal thoughts with his last shine of optimism. To breathe would be to let loose, causing himself to fall apart. He just wants to be away from his depression.