life is weighing down on me, killing me inside
something i could never be will guide me to the new light
frustrated
sedated
i pray to myself
god please
don't take away from me
the only fucking thing
that i learned to believe
i am becoming the monster
you promised to keep him away
now i feel like he's living in me!!
anyway, i could never ever be
what you think is right for me
are things that i will not believe
i want to start a new life
get myself a sharp knife
look into my own life
kill things i don't like in me
but sometimes i feel OK
and think i'm unique
you always try to critique
i turn my back on it anyway
sucker! punk-ass motherfucker!
i am loco!
te falta un poco!
to get your ass in a choke-hold!
just kill me - i can't breathe
i am guiding myself right to the end
i can't learn - come to terms
with the sickness that makes me crash and burn
i'm crying. i feel like i am dying but i'm trying
i beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf
life is not forever
but if life will stay together
i would have a friend in my depression, have an end
but i've been thinking
and thinking always gets me into trouble
but since i have a double personality
it wasn't me you see
now i'm a refugee
and everything inside of my is just a part of my disease!!
just kill me - i can't breathe
i am guiding myself right to the end
i can't learn - come to terms
with the sickness that makes me crash and burn
life is weighing down on me, killing me inside something i could never be will guide me to the new light frustrated sedated i pray to myself god please don't take away from me the only fucking thing that i learned to believe i am becoming the monster you promised to keep him away now i feel like he's living in me!! anyway, i could never ever be what you think is right for me are things that i will not believe i want to start a new life get myself a sharp knife look into my own life kill things i don't like in me but sometimes i feel OK and think i'm unique you always try to critique i turn my back on it anyway sucker! punk-ass motherfucker! i am loco! te falta un poco! to get your ass in a choke-hold! just kill me - i can't breathe i am guiding myself right to the end i can't learn - come to terms with the sickness that makes me crash and burn i'm crying. i feel like i am dying but i'm trying i beg to myself put my pride up on the shelf life is not forever but if life will stay together i would have a friend in my depression, have an end but i've been thinking and thinking always gets me into trouble but since i have a double personality it wasn't me you see now i'm a refugee and everything inside of my is just a part of my disease!! just kill me - i can't breathe i am guiding myself right to the end i can't learn - come to terms with the sickness that makes me crash and burn