this song is about wanting something but not having enough strength to try to get it. You know waht ylou want but you dont feel confident enough that you will get it. any difficulty and you have to take a break from life. and during that break you think about all your faults and how bad life is and how the person your stressing about dosnt deserve you. about breaking your ties with reality but not wanting your significant other to know how deep you hurt, and then in the end just saying fuck it about the relashionship beacuse its not worth it in the end and you might as well get drunk
this song is about wanting something but not having enough strength to try to get it. You know waht ylou want but you dont feel confident enough that you will get it. any difficulty and you have to take a break from life. and during that break you think about all your faults and how bad life is and how the person your stressing about dosnt deserve you. about breaking your ties with reality but not wanting your significant other to know how deep you hurt, and then in the end just saying fuck it about the relashionship beacuse its not worth it in the end and you might as well get drunk