Cocktail

seems like an ode to drinking. I relate to it. I love the line, I ain't making any lemonade but I got lemons if you need.

Also some lyric corrections: And just like every love affair On the far ? my armor shows On a border shop full of hope

should be

And just like every love affair when the fault in my armor shows and the board is shot full of holes

In my ? I'd sing a serenade and sip a cocktail My very own world view I'd tell the people I knew Through a cocktail

should be

In my meandering ways I'd sing a serenade and sip a cocktail