I often listen to songs based on what my subconscious picks for me (in line with how I feel, what I’m thinking about…).
I’ll tell you what I’m thinking about: About a friendship with depth, one that stayed in my heart, and when I remember it, it fills me with energy, good mood, and a sense of connection with my own soul. Even though it was cut off violently, that love never disappeared.
I’m also thinking about a deceased family member (he died of cancer), for whom I felt a deep compassion. We didn’t really know each other well, but still… it felt like I knew him perfectly, like I’d known him my whole life.
And maybe (though probably not anymore) I’m thinking about my boyfriend. The way he acts is completely different when he stops watching porn—he becomes much more sensitive, attentive…
And maybe that doesn’t even exist anymore, because it doesn’t make sense for me to cling to something that only happens one week a month… and not even fully consciously…
I often listen to songs based on what my subconscious picks for me (in line with how I feel, what I’m thinking about…).
I’ll tell you what I’m thinking about: About a friendship with depth, one that stayed in my heart, and when I remember it, it fills me with energy, good mood, and a sense of connection with my own soul. Even though it was cut off violently, that love never disappeared.
I’m also thinking about a deceased family member (he died of cancer), for whom I felt a deep compassion. We didn’t really know each other well, but still… it felt like I knew him perfectly, like I’d known him my whole life.
And maybe (though probably not anymore) I’m thinking about my boyfriend. The way he acts is completely different when he stops watching porn—he becomes much more sensitive, attentive…
And maybe that doesn’t even exist anymore, because it doesn’t make sense for me to cling to something that only happens one week a month… and not even fully consciously…
But the feeling is nice.
@Luciet By the way, it’s three in the morning while I’m listening to this, and I absolutely love it.
@Luciet By the way, it’s three in the morning while I’m listening to this, and I absolutely love it.
@Luciet how do you let your subconscious pick?
@Luciet how do you let your subconscious pick?