I feel like she's talking to the part of herself that is insisting on change in her own personal growth and she's arguing with her stuck ego and threatening to take drastic measures to affect change and promote growth, but her ego is comfortable being the safety of her own misery of victimization and blaming. Her inner child is sick of her older self. She is her own obstacle to moving towards self-improvement to the point of maybe doing something radical; psychedelics, ayawausca, intense neurocognitive therapy, something new. (Not suicide) But this girl is either done with narc relationship or fed up with her own inertia. Growth isn't easy, but the benefits are awesome.
I feel like she's talking to the part of herself that is insisting on change in her own personal growth and she's arguing with her stuck ego and threatening to take drastic measures to affect change and promote growth, but her ego is comfortable being the safety of her own misery of victimization and blaming. Her inner child is sick of her older self. She is her own obstacle to moving towards self-improvement to the point of maybe doing something radical; psychedelics, ayawausca, intense neurocognitive therapy, something new. (Not suicide) But this girl is either done with narc relationship or fed up with her own inertia. Growth isn't easy, but the benefits are awesome.