unfortunately i relate to this song as the girl slitting her wrists. kinda wish i had shown this to my boyfriend at the time to get his reaction on the lyrics and see if he would relate them to me. i started cutting shortly after we made things official and i got way worse while we were together, like cvxrage's comment i absorbed myself in my own abuse and i wasnt thinking about my boyfriends feelings. he got fed up with me not getting any better and our breakup really felt like that "fine fuck you then" to me because he tried to hurt me emotionally and succeeded. of course i dont blame him, its just more to relate to the song. one of my favorite songs because it goes so hard and i relate to it but also hate that i relate to it as the girl that self harms. i shouldve shown my heart in my chest.
unfortunately i relate to this song as the girl slitting her wrists. kinda wish i had shown this to my boyfriend at the time to get his reaction on the lyrics and see if he would relate them to me. i started cutting shortly after we made things official and i got way worse while we were together, like cvxrage's comment i absorbed myself in my own abuse and i wasnt thinking about my boyfriends feelings. he got fed up with me not getting any better and our breakup really felt like that "fine fuck you then" to me because he tried to hurt me emotionally and succeeded. of course i dont blame him, its just more to relate to the song. one of my favorite songs because it goes so hard and i relate to it but also hate that i relate to it as the girl that self harms. i shouldve shown my heart in my chest.
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