this song is about being let down by your loved ones, that could be your old friends (narcissic people that believe they made you : "Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch", meaning they believe youre nothing without them) or even by your own parents/people you looked up too ("My heroes are dead, they died in my head"). obviously the consequences of being treated like shit is feeling like shit : "I'm cold, I'm ugly". and people would deny your emotions, being sensitive would be seen as a flaw : "I'm always confused by everything" being said negatively. at the end, the singer complains about getting his hopes too high and suffering from it : "Why am I so fascinated by Bigger pictures, better things" and "What the hell did I do to deserve all of this?".
i think these last words say a lot. dreamers and usually deceived by reality, but the way it is written in this song is more like a demand for normality and not for a dream. people want what they deserve, and suffering from a bad life of which you don't see the reasons, makes the feeling of injustice ten times worse.
sorry if some sentences sound awkward, english is not my first language
this song is about being let down by your loved ones, that could be your old friends (narcissic people that believe they made you : "Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch", meaning they believe youre nothing without them) or even by your own parents/people you looked up too ("My heroes are dead, they died in my head"). obviously the consequences of being treated like shit is feeling like shit : "I'm cold, I'm ugly". and people would deny your emotions, being sensitive would be seen as a flaw : "I'm always confused by everything" being said negatively. at the end, the singer complains about getting his hopes too high and suffering from it : "Why am I so fascinated by Bigger pictures, better things" and "What the hell did I do to deserve all of this?". i think these last words say a lot. dreamers and usually deceived by reality, but the way it is written in this song is more like a demand for normality and not for a dream. people want what they deserve, and suffering from a bad life of which you don't see the reasons, makes the feeling of injustice ten times worse. sorry if some sentences sound awkward, english is not my first language