To me, sounds like a submissive in a dom/sub relationship who is no longer enjoying the high that he/she used to get from being submissive and is contemplating another life outside the sub/dom relationship.
"the saddest kind of pain" - the pain you willingly subject yourself to as a sub
"waiting...to be disciplined" - knowing you're going to be subjected to pain of some kind
"waiting...for your nails across my skin" - one of the ways the sub is dominated
And the key line, "waiting for the day i will crawl away" - hoping to find the strength /courage inside to end the relationship but recognizing that when it does end you've still been used and humiliated and you willingly put yourself through that.
To me, sounds like a submissive in a dom/sub relationship who is no longer enjoying the high that he/she used to get from being submissive and is contemplating another life outside the sub/dom relationship.
"the saddest kind of pain" - the pain you willingly subject yourself to as a sub
"waiting...to be disciplined" - knowing you're going to be subjected to pain of some kind
"waiting...for your nails across my skin" - one of the ways the sub is dominated
And the key line, "waiting for the day i will crawl away" - hoping to find the strength /courage inside to end the relationship but recognizing that when it does end you've still been used and humiliated and you willingly put yourself through that.