The song seems about overcoming a disease like depression or a drug addiction, which was personal at one point for him. And perhaps everyone.
He doesn't want any positive thoughts as his life is ending from a his patterned lifestyle.
"But kill my memories
with a cheap
Disease"
He doesn't want to lose those memories, but they are killed by this 'cheap disease' in depression
It could be also cancer or disease... but it seems like a lack of will further reinforced by an addiction or depression from constant daily monotony.
"Remove my misery
It's all or nothing
I see
I don't wanna lose this fight
I don't wanna end this fight
Goodbye"
The song seems about overcoming a disease like depression or a drug addiction, which was personal at one point for him. And perhaps everyone. He doesn't want any positive thoughts as his life is ending from a his patterned lifestyle.
"But kill my memories with a cheap Disease"
He doesn't want to lose those memories, but they are killed by this 'cheap disease' in depression
It could be also cancer or disease... but it seems like a lack of will further reinforced by an addiction or depression from constant daily monotony.
"Remove my misery It's all or nothing I see I don't wanna lose this fight I don't wanna end this fight Goodbye"