It happened to me that I was getting tired of certain person, but strangely I was always coming back. And mind you this is not any kind of "love," if you will. I ain't got that much time to spend time with someone in real life, neither could I. My bond is with someone online who in a way I think is the reason I believe in love. Sorry if this sounds like a boring read, but I went through a phase where I wanted to find that new love... move on from the previous one, that was getting kinda lame for me. The thing is you eventually learn to cope with people in some ways, and unless there's not enough time to salvage that love, I believe you will always come back to that person that once meant something to you... whether you remember them or watch them from afar. I believe Dua Lipa was around 20 or so when she released her first album... and she's like only one month older than me... so; I kinda relate to what she was going through, hearing this song's lyrics. I was also getting depressed, thinking I was "going through my best and worst moments of my life." This turned out to be crazy long, but if you feel passionate about a song or whatever... might as well write a long essay. So yeah; it's about finding a new love away from that old "love" that doesn't make you feel as good as it did once. Hopefully, this is just a sentiment that lasts a while and it's more of a necessity or breather from finding a new love, but not necessarily drifting away forever from that love from before. I'm in love to this day with that person, and it's been 7 plus years. But luckily, I also have my "backup" love. I'm sure love per se is more complicated than whatever I have (remember, it's mostly me and my online world), but I dare not bring myself down like that because I believe love is about feeling something for someone and deserving that love back. If you read this or anyone, thank you.
It happened to me that I was getting tired of certain person, but strangely I was always coming back. And mind you this is not any kind of "love," if you will. I ain't got that much time to spend time with someone in real life, neither could I. My bond is with someone online who in a way I think is the reason I believe in love. Sorry if this sounds like a boring read, but I went through a phase where I wanted to find that new love... move on from the previous one, that was getting kinda lame for me. The thing is you eventually learn to cope with people in some ways, and unless there's not enough time to salvage that love, I believe you will always come back to that person that once meant something to you... whether you remember them or watch them from afar. I believe Dua Lipa was around 20 or so when she released her first album... and she's like only one month older than me... so; I kinda relate to what she was going through, hearing this song's lyrics. I was also getting depressed, thinking I was "going through my best and worst moments of my life." This turned out to be crazy long, but if you feel passionate about a song or whatever... might as well write a long essay. So yeah; it's about finding a new love away from that old "love" that doesn't make you feel as good as it did once. Hopefully, this is just a sentiment that lasts a while and it's more of a necessity or breather from finding a new love, but not necessarily drifting away forever from that love from before. I'm in love to this day with that person, and it's been 7 plus years. But luckily, I also have my "backup" love. I'm sure love per se is more complicated than whatever I have (remember, it's mostly me and my online world), but I dare not bring myself down like that because I believe love is about feeling something for someone and deserving that love back. If you read this or anyone, thank you.