When I was in a DV relationship, esp after leaving I developed PTSD. My pregnancy survived for the first time in years, bc I decided to stay gone. I ended up with PTSD and PPD. Talk about sleep deprivation. I would take high dosages of Ambient and still end up hallucinating from them, instead of falling asleep. When I laid my head down to sleep it felt like I was on the World's Largest Roller Coaster. I used to listen to this song during those difficult times. I can't believe I am where I am today, and not lying in a cemetery instead. There were days I didn't think I could keep going, but I kept going. I guess for most ppl it's drug relatable, but I'm not sure our heads were in better places.
When I was in a DV relationship, esp after leaving I developed PTSD. My pregnancy survived for the first time in years, bc I decided to stay gone. I ended up with PTSD and PPD. Talk about sleep deprivation. I would take high dosages of Ambient and still end up hallucinating from them, instead of falling asleep. When I laid my head down to sleep it felt like I was on the World's Largest Roller Coaster. I used to listen to this song during those difficult times. I can't believe I am where I am today, and not lying in a cemetery instead. There were days I didn't think I could keep going, but I kept going. I guess for most ppl it's drug relatable, but I'm not sure our heads were in better places.