I live in a constant state of doubt. I’ve doubted my salvation for as long as I can remember. I know God’s Word. I know His promises. But knowing that and actually FEELING that are two completely different things. I can’t live with blind faith and hope for the best because I constantly always fail. It doesn’t matter how much I repent, how much I pray, how much I read the Bible, I still fail and still always doubt. I try to deny myself, and deny my heart, I desire it, but it never happens. If falls flat.
The line that hits the hardest “so why should I buy that”…
I live in a constant state of doubt. I’ve doubted my salvation for as long as I can remember. I know God’s Word. I know His promises. But knowing that and actually FEELING that are two completely different things. I can’t live with blind faith and hope for the best because I constantly always fail. It doesn’t matter how much I repent, how much I pray, how much I read the Bible, I still fail and still always doubt. I try to deny myself, and deny my heart, I desire it, but it never happens. If falls flat. The line that hits the hardest “so why should I buy that”…