Actually this sounds most like it's talking about Peter after he denied Christ.
.
Father watch me fall, Witness my mistakes, I have lost it all, I'm about to break
Before the sound of dawn, I turned my back on you, The life in me was gone, My consciousness withdrew
Fear, Tormenting me, Guilt, Won't let me be
.
This sets up making a mistake. The sound of dawn is the rooster crowing. Now he has fear and guilt.
.
I chose a different way, But there's nowhere I could hide, From one end of the world, To the other side
I've never felt as cold, As I do today, There's nothing here to hold, No reason I should stay
.
More about how he feels. Referance to the "end of" and "other side" of the world are just expanding on how there's nowhere to hide from God.
.
Crucify (This is what happened to Christ)
Resist, deny (This is what Peter did)
Kill the pain that dwells inside (Peter is pleading with God)
Send your word, From on high
So this part of me will die (The pain, fear and guilt)
.
Surrender to your will (God's will, Peter did)
From the ashes I am new
Your presence is revealed (When you surrender to God and rise as a new being, God's presence is revealed)
Showing all that's true (And you realize it's all true)
.
Learn more about Peter and his denials and how he was restored by Jesus. https://www.jesusfilm.org/blog/peters-denial-of-jesus/
Actually this sounds most like it's talking about Peter after he denied Christ. . Father watch me fall, Witness my mistakes, I have lost it all, I'm about to break Before the sound of dawn, I turned my back on you, The life in me was gone, My consciousness withdrew Fear, Tormenting me, Guilt, Won't let me be . This sets up making a mistake. The sound of dawn is the rooster crowing. Now he has fear and guilt. . I chose a different way, But there's nowhere I could hide, From one end of the world, To the other side I've never felt as cold, As I do today, There's nothing here to hold, No reason I should stay
. More about how he feels. Referance to the "end of" and "other side" of the world are just expanding on how there's nowhere to hide from God. . Crucify (This is what happened to Christ) Resist, deny (This is what Peter did) Kill the pain that dwells inside (Peter is pleading with God) Send your word, From on high So this part of me will die (The pain, fear and guilt) . Surrender to your will (God's will, Peter did) From the ashes I am new Your presence is revealed (When you surrender to God and rise as a new being, God's presence is revealed) Showing all that's true (And you realize it's all true) . Learn more about Peter and his denials and how he was restored by Jesus. https://www.jesusfilm.org/blog/peters-denial-of-jesus/
[Edit: spelling]