I think its the state of mind where you are afraid to commit to a relationship for the first time in your life.You are scared of all the things that can go wrong if you commit.Will everything stop making sense for you if she decides that she doesn't want me anymore after a while? Or will I myself screw it up so bad that nothing i can do will ever make it right? But in the end you have to let go of that fear and just take a deep breath and take that leap.Take that risk,even knowing it might break you.Thats the risk you are willing to take for this person
I think its the state of mind where you are afraid to commit to a relationship for the first time in your life.You are scared of all the things that can go wrong if you commit.Will everything stop making sense for you if she decides that she doesn't want me anymore after a while? Or will I myself screw it up so bad that nothing i can do will ever make it right? But in the end you have to let go of that fear and just take a deep breath and take that leap.Take that risk,even knowing it might break you.Thats the risk you are willing to take for this person