think whenn it says
"end my fears, contempt in life"
it shows he wants to leave this life because he is contempt and wants his fears and sadness to go so he is dying to get away from it.
also the first paragraph shows he can see the world is chaotic and only focused on pain and stuff and he's not sure if there really is any more to life than suffering I guess. but Idk.
think whenn it says "end my fears, contempt in life" it shows he wants to leave this life because he is contempt and wants his fears and sadness to go so he is dying to get away from it. also the first paragraph shows he can see the world is chaotic and only focused on pain and stuff and he's not sure if there really is any more to life than suffering I guess. but Idk.