i feel like this song is about a man who is so desperately in love, he's willing to give up everything he has for her.
but in the end, after he slowly sees nothing happening, he realises that she doesn't love him - he begins to hate himself, and the line "I know that you don't want a Toy Boy!" is him saying that she knows she doesn't deserve a good-for-nothing man like him.
but where does he go from here?
i feel like this song is about a man who is so desperately in love, he's willing to give up everything he has for her. but in the end, after he slowly sees nothing happening, he realises that she doesn't love him - he begins to hate himself, and the line "I know that you don't want a Toy Boy!" is him saying that she knows she doesn't deserve a good-for-nothing man like him. but where does he go from here?