i feel as if this song is about the narrator drawing parallels/differences between a toxic relationship and one that they think they “should” want. it seems almost as though they have a “lovely” partner/person to themselves and they are convincing themselves that they must stay away from you, almost as if this could jeopardize the current relationship happening. it makes them sick when they think of their current relationship that’s seemingly perfect, because all they can think about is how much they could or should despise you.
i feel as if this song is about the narrator drawing parallels/differences between a toxic relationship and one that they think they “should” want. it seems almost as though they have a “lovely” partner/person to themselves and they are convincing themselves that they must stay away from you, almost as if this could jeopardize the current relationship happening. it makes them sick when they think of their current relationship that’s seemingly perfect, because all they can think about is how much they could or should despise you.