This song is about vulnerable narcissism. Each "verse" is the next stage of the real action ship. If you love me, then you have the key, to fix my own NPD, so that means we can still commiserate together about "them". You haven't used it yet, why haven't you used it yet if you love me? I have extreme psychic powers, levitation is obviously possible, I will just focus on that instead of you. Why are you pushing it instead of just letting me ignore you with no problem when I can become powerful by myself? Yes they did do the original thing to me, but you are mad when I pay no attention to you and/or to your feelings at all while I am your fiancé, so now it is you, and not the original people who actually abused me legitimately, who are making me a slave to myself as I say all these things in the song. Now I am screaming and raping or hitting or revealing secrets or using the most extreme or abusive insults on you... Panic makes remorse, I have hurt the one I love, I am guilty, so therefore I guess I don't love her anymore. I refer to myself in the third person because he's alone and vulnerable narcissism contains a component of schizophrenia. I can suffer now and have anxiety and panic or scream abuse, but I can't suffer then because then I would have to remember and I will forever pretend to forget and suffer now instead.
@mewgirl For a girl in highschool to be so in touch with her self and in touch with the real world reality that I now understand makes me want to Bury myself in at the same time work out focus on me level up sure that she told me something that will stay with me for the rest of my life on my dreams and wish for a second chance until the day I die. We separate before our son turned 3. He’s 8 now and Id still try again given the chance
@mewgirl For a girl in highschool to be so in touch with her self and in touch with the real world reality that I now understand makes me want to Bury myself in at the same time work out focus on me level up sure that she told me something that will stay with me for the rest of my life on my dreams and wish for a second chance until the day I die. We separate before our son turned 3. He’s 8 now and Id still try again given the chance
This song is about vulnerable narcissism. Each "verse" is the next stage of the real action ship. If you love me, then you have the key, to fix my own NPD, so that means we can still commiserate together about "them". You haven't used it yet, why haven't you used it yet if you love me? I have extreme psychic powers, levitation is obviously possible, I will just focus on that instead of you. Why are you pushing it instead of just letting me ignore you with no problem when I can become powerful by myself? Yes they did do the original thing to me, but you are mad when I pay no attention to you and/or to your feelings at all while I am your fiancé, so now it is you, and not the original people who actually abused me legitimately, who are making me a slave to myself as I say all these things in the song. Now I am screaming and raping or hitting or revealing secrets or using the most extreme or abusive insults on you... Panic makes remorse, I have hurt the one I love, I am guilty, so therefore I guess I don't love her anymore. I refer to myself in the third person because he's alone and vulnerable narcissism contains a component of schizophrenia. I can suffer now and have anxiety and panic or scream abuse, but I can't suffer then because then I would have to remember and I will forever pretend to forget and suffer now instead.
@mewgirl For a girl in highschool to be so in touch with her self and in touch with the real world reality that I now understand makes me want to Bury myself in at the same time work out focus on me level up sure that she told me something that will stay with me for the rest of my life on my dreams and wish for a second chance until the day I die. We separate before our son turned 3. He’s 8 now and Id still try again given the chance
@mewgirl For a girl in highschool to be so in touch with her self and in touch with the real world reality that I now understand makes me want to Bury myself in at the same time work out focus on me level up sure that she told me something that will stay with me for the rest of my life on my dreams and wish for a second chance until the day I die. We separate before our son turned 3. He’s 8 now and Id still try again given the chance