I feel like it's about a girl who dreams about that happy social life with a perfect man and group of friends, but no one ever notices her efforts to appear attractive, for some reasons she's mostly alone in her life while she seeks for attention, she's faking her loneliness to seem more charming, she reaches for others but in the end nobody cares about her and she always ends up alone, temporarily sticking to people who don't gry to see her true self and forget about her easily. And she struggles between wanting to be seen & understood and keeping her true self unnoticed under "her best smile". Also seems like a song about someone with an anxiety?
I feel like it's about a girl who dreams about that happy social life with a perfect man and group of friends, but no one ever notices her efforts to appear attractive, for some reasons she's mostly alone in her life while she seeks for attention, she's faking her loneliness to seem more charming, she reaches for others but in the end nobody cares about her and she always ends up alone, temporarily sticking to people who don't gry to see her true self and forget about her easily. And she struggles between wanting to be seen & understood and keeping her true self unnoticed under "her best smile". Also seems like a song about someone with an anxiety?