Straight up just thinking about end of it all. Himself, his family, friends, all people, everything. He is letting his morbid explore the world of death, burning fire... Witch could mean hell. He does say to "trow it on my paper trail" as in his progress and life and it's all gonna go "up in cloud of dark and dirty smoke" dark and dirty he could saying that is what his life is and he believes that's it's better for him to go and everybody else since are they any different?
Straight up just thinking about end of it all. Himself, his family, friends, all people, everything. He is letting his morbid explore the world of death, burning fire... Witch could mean hell. He does say to "trow it on my paper trail" as in his progress and life and it's all gonna go "up in cloud of dark and dirty smoke" dark and dirty he could saying that is what his life is and he believes that's it's better for him to go and everybody else since are they any different?