The way I understood it was as using quick gratifying actions like alcohol or sex to bring out an inner child (happiness) but the reality is painful, so whenever you feel sober the reality hits like a bunch of drops in the rain, resulting in a powerful depression that ends with suicide.
The way I understood it was as using quick gratifying actions like alcohol or sex to bring out an inner child (happiness) but the reality is painful, so whenever you feel sober the reality hits like a bunch of drops in the rain, resulting in a powerful depression that ends with suicide.