I think about the phrase "i took a crazy chance" it refers to a suicidal attempt, and not omit that there is a reference to de consumption of cocaine in "whispers in the Powder room" she is suffering about her dead love and using drugs to bear with it. She wants to be with the person who she let down. So the next suicidal attempt will be true.
I think about the phrase "i took a crazy chance" it refers to a suicidal attempt, and not omit that there is a reference to de consumption of cocaine in "whispers in the Powder room" she is suffering about her dead love and using drugs to bear with it. She wants to be with the person who she let down. So the next suicidal attempt will be true.