@Manfred33 absolutely brilliant interpretation man. This is exactly what I am going through now because of my "now only apparently I have found my choice of wife and life partner" to have been the single worst life choice I could have ever went with. But loyal as us men are, I feel that I denied it to myself for 40 hard years of endless work and struggle to TRY to make it work. For it to give me one final HUGE kick in the balls, and here I stand, trying to make sense of it and start my life over at 61 years old from where I was at 17 when I met MY HELL ON EARTH
@Manfred33 absolutely brilliant interpretation man. This is exactly what I am going through now because of my "now only apparently I have found my choice of wife and life partner" to have been the single worst life choice I could have ever went with. But loyal as us men are, I feel that I denied it to myself for 40 hard years of endless work and struggle to TRY to make it work. For it to give me one final HUGE kick in the balls, and here I stand, trying to make sense of it and start my life over at 61 years old from where I was at 17 when I met MY HELL ON EARTH