Expression of the frustration when you try your best for someone you could give everything to but all your efforts are being ignored and your feelings can't be returned, so you eventually start to look for the fault in yourself, getting all upset because it all seems like you're just not enough for them. "I just kinda wish you were gay", so that it wouldn't at least be your fault that someone is not interested in you because noone your gender would be and you're not worse than others.
Expression of the frustration when you try your best for someone you could give everything to but all your efforts are being ignored and your feelings can't be returned, so you eventually start to look for the fault in yourself, getting all upset because it all seems like you're just not enough for them. "I just kinda wish you were gay", so that it wouldn't at least be your fault that someone is not interested in you because noone your gender would be and you're not worse than others.