For me it's about being too slow to realise someone you care about very much but in a platonic way has actual romantic feelings for you, probably by their confession. It's a really heartbreaking feeling when you know you have to reject someone you wish the best for, especially when it feels like ruining a beautiful friendship. "The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dyin", the face of the person you just rejected, seeing them trying to stay calm and take it in a mature way when you just know that you had to hurt them and it's killing you too
For me it's about being too slow to realise someone you care about very much but in a platonic way has actual romantic feelings for you, probably by their confession. It's a really heartbreaking feeling when you know you have to reject someone you wish the best for, especially when it feels like ruining a beautiful friendship. "The smile that you gave me even when you felt like dyin", the face of the person you just rejected, seeing them trying to stay calm and take it in a mature way when you just know that you had to hurt them and it's killing you too