It just sounds like being insanely lost, at the same time in love and scared as hell. Maybe unexpectly falling for someone while being one big mess yourself and being terrified of it, knowing that whatever you feel just lifts up your heart but leads you nowhere and it's just one big rollercoaster where in one second you want someone to fall for you madly but then you're suddenly scared of it and you want to leave.
It just sounds like being insanely lost, at the same time in love and scared as hell. Maybe unexpectly falling for someone while being one big mess yourself and being terrified of it, knowing that whatever you feel just lifts up your heart but leads you nowhere and it's just one big rollercoaster where in one second you want someone to fall for you madly but then you're suddenly scared of it and you want to leave.