Happy

It somehow feels connected to oher Marina's songs, the first ones about pushing yourself too hard to feel like you're worth anything, but it was just covering up the self-hatred with achievements. Here she feels like she has already achieved the life but with a cost of being totally alone, isolated, lost, not knowing whether what she did was really what she wanted. It seems like she had a fight in her mind and suddenly someone has shown her a little bit of honest care and it made her rethink about everything. The final conclusion can be that she never wanted to be alone, that what she really wanted all the time was just to connect with someone, so she changes everything and slowly becomes happier by those simple interactions with other people, the feeling that it's actually worth it to hold on to each other. She also sings about God but I can't really tell if it's literal or she just compares the peace she feels to feeling more spiritual in general, like the way the bible describes people who are just letting go the negative feelings in them