"But it\'s just me in my room,\nwith my eyes shut."\n\n"My brain can think faster than I can,\nbut not fast enough.\nWho is there to talk to\nthat won\'t lock me up?"\n\n"At least God doesn\'t judge me by the thoughts that aren\'t mine,\nthe snakes I couldn\'t find,\nI don\'t want to find."\n\nSounds like mental illness, and intrusive thoughts... Being afraid that you\'ve done wrong somehow. Perhaps when they\'re having fun, it\'s just a group of friends doing their best to cope with their sad thoughts, sad circumstances.
"But it\'s just me in my room,\nwith my eyes shut."\n\n"My brain can think faster than I can,\nbut not fast enough.\nWho is there to talk to\nthat won\'t lock me up?"\n\n"At least God doesn\'t judge me by the thoughts that aren\'t mine,\nthe snakes I couldn\'t find,\nI don\'t want to find."\n\nSounds like mental illness, and intrusive thoughts... Being afraid that you\'ve done wrong somehow. Perhaps when they\'re having fun, it\'s just a group of friends doing their best to cope with their sad thoughts, sad circumstances.