The beginning of the song refers to a short documentary titled. Child Of Rage: A Story Of Abuse, i personally believe the song is telling a story of a child going through life experiencing abuse of any kind, i believe the "Better demons" being referred too is the child trying to find the better parts of themselves hence in the song "I\'m just holding onto my better demons" may even be the better portion of the child\'s life they\'re trying to remember hence "My spirit weakens but i won\'t back down, No holy ghosts no holy spirit, i\'m on my own right now" Stuck in a position of abuse where there\'s no where to run or hide, the "Better demons" are the thoughts, memories, words the child can\'t get out of themselves while in a horrible situation whatever that might be.
The beginning of the song refers to a short documentary titled. Child Of Rage: A Story Of Abuse, i personally believe the song is telling a story of a child going through life experiencing abuse of any kind, i believe the "Better demons" being referred too is the child trying to find the better parts of themselves hence in the song "I\'m just holding onto my better demons" may even be the better portion of the child\'s life they\'re trying to remember hence "My spirit weakens but i won\'t back down, No holy ghosts no holy spirit, i\'m on my own right now" Stuck in a position of abuse where there\'s no where to run or hide, the "Better demons" are the thoughts, memories, words the child can\'t get out of themselves while in a horrible situation whatever that might be.