Socializing can be terrifying.. When that terror reaches a high level of phobia- over developing closeness with others- then we dissociate from ourselves and try to keep distance and "safety" from the mental pain that comes with growing closer to someone else and building a relationship. \n(Sometimes it seems like the easiest way to go about life, since there are no sudden events or situations: life is more predictable. The loneliness gradually turns us more mentally fucked. To deal with it, we might drink a lot & be all depressed in general. Life has little enjoyment, and there are many fucked coping mechanisms people do in desperation.)
Socializing can be terrifying.. When that terror reaches a high level of phobia- over developing closeness with others- then we dissociate from ourselves and try to keep distance and "safety" from the mental pain that comes with growing closer to someone else and building a relationship. \n(Sometimes it seems like the easiest way to go about life, since there are no sudden events or situations: life is more predictable. The loneliness gradually turns us more mentally fucked. To deal with it, we might drink a lot & be all depressed in general. Life has little enjoyment, and there are many fucked coping mechanisms people do in desperation.)