“Inside you”re pretending… crimes have been swept apart… somewhere, where they can forget.”
He deceived her and doesn’t want to own up to it… but she is not letting it happen to her… she’s calling him out. Narcissists hate to be called out on their personal self serving crimes. Such a profound open
“All for nothing, did you really want?”
She invested so much.. believing his lies that he cared and wanted something with her…. Questioning all the lies she has been fed, he is no longer around.
“Divine upper reaches….”
She is coming from a place of divinity… to talk the truth and process it… but this whole verse is recognizing that he will never understand or accept the vastness of truth that she is telling him… denying her… gaslighting and projection - this ocean will not be grasped.
I looked up what Water Head means, it seems it was a term used to represent someone who had mental health issues. I wonder who is the water head… I think it’s the narcissist, because it’s so painful to confront them after they hurt you… she probably knows already he is not available for her. Thus it plays at the beginning… and after all she tried, the song ends with one last reminder of what she was dealing with. Water. Head.
“Inside you”re pretending… crimes have been swept apart… somewhere, where they can forget.” He deceived her and doesn’t want to own up to it… but she is not letting it happen to her… she’s calling him out. Narcissists hate to be called out on their personal self serving crimes. Such a profound open
“All for nothing, did you really want?”
She invested so much.. believing his lies that he cared and wanted something with her…. Questioning all the lies she has been fed, he is no longer around.
“Divine upper reaches….” She is coming from a place of divinity… to talk the truth and process it… but this whole verse is recognizing that he will never understand or accept the vastness of truth that she is telling him… denying her… gaslighting and projection - this ocean will not be grasped.
I looked up what Water Head means, it seems it was a term used to represent someone who had mental health issues. I wonder who is the water head… I think it’s the narcissist, because it’s so painful to confront them after they hurt you… she probably knows already he is not available for her. Thus it plays at the beginning… and after all she tried, the song ends with one last reminder of what she was dealing with. Water. Head.