To me, this song is deeply personal. I would listen to it when I'd have depressive episodes after a panic attack, when I felt empty and cold and numb. I wouldn't be able to see or breathe, I'd pass out sometimes even. It mirrors practically everything, my want to cry out for help, my thoughts of suicide. I'd wonder if anyone would notice if I just didn't wake up or never came back home. I held a deep resentment towards my siblings and friends who acted like I was fine. Then, one day, my boyfriend rescued me from those feelings. That's what it felt like at least. He's the reason I'm still here. So, to me, this song encompasses what depression, anxiety, and abandonment complexes can feel like when you don't have anyone to help.
To me, this song is deeply personal. I would listen to it when I'd have depressive episodes after a panic attack, when I felt empty and cold and numb. I wouldn't be able to see or breathe, I'd pass out sometimes even. It mirrors practically everything, my want to cry out for help, my thoughts of suicide. I'd wonder if anyone would notice if I just didn't wake up or never came back home. I held a deep resentment towards my siblings and friends who acted like I was fine. Then, one day, my boyfriend rescued me from those feelings. That's what it felt like at least. He's the reason I'm still here. So, to me, this song encompasses what depression, anxiety, and abandonment complexes can feel like when you don't have anyone to help.