I think it's about an anxious person falling in love with someone who has the habit of lying and it makes them feel much worse because they'll overthink more and more even if they don't want to. They're trying to get better and stop being a "cry baby" and then boom: love for someone who isn't trustful. They don't want to fall in love but they aren't dumb and know what's happening and there's nothing to do but accept it and try to balance this love and their "healing".
I think it's about an anxious person falling in love with someone who has the habit of lying and it makes them feel much worse because they'll overthink more and more even if they don't want to. They're trying to get better and stop being a "cry baby" and then boom: love for someone who isn't trustful. They don't want to fall in love but they aren't dumb and know what's happening and there's nothing to do but accept it and try to balance this love and their "healing".