Alone

This reminds me of when I was stuck in a friendship but I kept hanging out in school with her because I was too afraid, She had these angry outbursts at me, made everything look like it was me, always me. One time she said “I don’t think you could handle a new beginning” “You can get a half hug by me” ends friendship then comes back and says I can be her friend now. reminds me of the lyrics “Did you actually think that I cared? Don’t know if you want to go there, oh c’mon now, keep on dreaming” So after these ignorant egoistic moments I already thoguht we weren’t friends, after all things she said but she still was with me so I thoguht I just hang out with her in school But seemed like she didn’t think I knew how she treated me When someone said are you friends again she said “We haven’t ended it we have just fighted” but I sat quiet and didn’t know what to do and she sure ended it a lot lol. Yelled at me for not coming to her party and I was surprised she didn’t know why. I never said anything bad to her. She did a lot. If you who reads this have similar situations I want u to know I know how much it hurts and when people don’t seem to think that person is like that but I’m sure u can get yourself out of it somehow! You don’t