This song is about reliving the moment you missed your chance with someone.
To me, it's the constant battle you have in your head with that person after the war is done. The "What Ifs," or, "Should Have Said Thats." He's constantly asking how heavy his words are, as if he can't believe it, himself.
Like, after all this time, there's still this huge elephant in the room that he can't seem to talk about, and while he's busy trying to find the words, his partner is busy leaving him because if it.
This song is about reliving the moment you missed your chance with someone.
To me, it's the constant battle you have in your head with that person after the war is done. The "What Ifs," or, "Should Have Said Thats." He's constantly asking how heavy his words are, as if he can't believe it, himself.
Like, after all this time, there's still this huge elephant in the room that he can't seem to talk about, and while he's busy trying to find the words, his partner is busy leaving him because if it.