First verse is about his sex addiction. Second verse he has moved to drugs (the analogy of she was the perfect fit, we started to make each other sick) sounds like heroin addiction and him not wanting it. All the time he's trying to explain deep down despite all his vices and destructive behaviour, that he's actually a good guy. As if he's searching for that part, knows it's there but constantly is lured back by his vices.
First verse is about his sex addiction. Second verse he has moved to drugs (the analogy of she was the perfect fit, we started to make each other sick) sounds like heroin addiction and him not wanting it. All the time he's trying to explain deep down despite all his vices and destructive behaviour, that he's actually a good guy. As if he's searching for that part, knows it's there but constantly is lured back by his vices.