This song is absolutely gut wrenching to me. The last time I listened to it, I was crying on the floor of a shitty public university housing complex shower at the tail end of the semester after finding out my uncle had killed himself. I dealt with a lot of drama with peers, an abusive boyfriend, an abusive dad, was in the middle of an investigation/impending trial where I would have to testify against a sexual predator (multiple victims, including me, he gets released from prison in October of 2021), and I really neglected my family. To me, this song speaks of the kind of guilt I felt and still feel after losing someone like that. I can't listen to it anymore. It's too much for me.
This song is absolutely gut wrenching to me. The last time I listened to it, I was crying on the floor of a shitty public university housing complex shower at the tail end of the semester after finding out my uncle had killed himself. I dealt with a lot of drama with peers, an abusive boyfriend, an abusive dad, was in the middle of an investigation/impending trial where I would have to testify against a sexual predator (multiple victims, including me, he gets released from prison in October of 2021), and I really neglected my family. To me, this song speaks of the kind of guilt I felt and still feel after losing someone like that. I can't listen to it anymore. It's too much for me.