Doing more for others than they would do for me is kinda my lifestyle. It's painful, but I have no intention of changing, or letting the world make me cold. Nevertheless, I still know that I can't just keep giving, at some point I have to find a balance, to "save myself" before trying to save someone else. I found this song at a time in my life when all my energy was given to others, saving none for myself. I felt exhausted, and no one gave back what I gave away, I felt more lonely than ever. Because I'd always been there for others but they left the moment I needed someone, their actions deafening over their words. But..I'll never learn. I'll go back to rescuing that same person, now a stranger, but I guess that's just my nature...
Doing more for others than they would do for me is kinda my lifestyle. It's painful, but I have no intention of changing, or letting the world make me cold. Nevertheless, I still know that I can't just keep giving, at some point I have to find a balance, to "save myself" before trying to save someone else. I found this song at a time in my life when all my energy was given to others, saving none for myself. I felt exhausted, and no one gave back what I gave away, I felt more lonely than ever. Because I'd always been there for others but they left the moment I needed someone, their actions deafening over their words. But..I'll never learn. I'll go back to rescuing that same person, now a stranger, but I guess that's just my nature...