Could be way off, but I think this is about an affair with a married woman whose husband committed suicide once he found out.
And now the "author" is technically free of the guilt but still feels a little of that "this is wrong" adrenaline while he remains intimate with the woman.
Could be way off, but I think this is about an affair with a married woman whose husband committed suicide once he found out.
And now the "author" is technically free of the guilt but still feels a little of that "this is wrong" adrenaline while he remains intimate with the woman.