Lyric discussion by brederordie 

Cover art for Refuge lyrics by Steven Wilson

I would not be surprised if this lyrics would be very personal.

I think it could be about him being a touring musician barely seeing his wife and up-growing children and feeling guilty about that. He can't say no to his fans and music business because he is what he is.

In that sense the last sentence could be addressed to his fans, the music business and himself.