Sounds to me like this guy created a whole new self image to hide the parts of him that he cannot escape but is disgusted of. He's seeing his lies and new mask start to crumble and he's coming to grips with the truth he had tried to hide. Now he has to face it and it seems like an impossible task. He can't accept that this is really him, so he cannot solve the problem.
Sounds to me like this guy created a whole new self image to hide the parts of him that he cannot escape but is disgusted of. He's seeing his lies and new mask start to crumble and he's coming to grips with the truth he had tried to hide. Now he has to face it and it seems like an impossible task. He can't accept that this is really him, so he cannot solve the problem.