I think she's singing this to someone she loves and she's like I'm still 3,000 miles away from you, and where I am all I can do is just to survive because everything is so dark and bad where she is and no matter what kind of girl she is it's dangerous to live where she lives and every day she's there she's not sure if she will make it out alive, but she has no means to escape to anywhere so she is telling the other person from where she is she can't even THINK about happiness because she has to focus on just surviving every day surrounded by bad guys and evil and darkness and she says where she lives tries to bring down her down. I think she really wants love and happiness and faith and beauty but where she lives it seems impossible and she says where she lives only innocents and fools bellieve that this human wasteland can ever get better and turn into a garden. I think she's in the first category, I think she's innocent and believes still, so she tries to survive with her goodness intact and to believe that things are going to get better, but still it is so dark around her....
I think she's singing this to someone she loves and she's like I'm still 3,000 miles away from you, and where I am all I can do is just to survive because everything is so dark and bad where she is and no matter what kind of girl she is it's dangerous to live where she lives and every day she's there she's not sure if she will make it out alive, but she has no means to escape to anywhere so she is telling the other person from where she is she can't even THINK about happiness because she has to focus on just surviving every day surrounded by bad guys and evil and darkness and she says where she lives tries to bring down her down. I think she really wants love and happiness and faith and beauty but where she lives it seems impossible and she says where she lives only innocents and fools bellieve that this human wasteland can ever get better and turn into a garden. I think she's in the first category, I think she's innocent and believes still, so she tries to survive with her goodness intact and to believe that things are going to get better, but still it is so dark around her....