I'm probably projecting massively at the moment in regards to my own situation, but my partner and I have just decided to go on a 'break' for which I think there's a serious risk it might be for good. I am sad and raw because up until recently, I'd been in no doubt that he was my forever person, and I identify viscerally at the moment with the 'punch you in your face' line at the moment because I don't want him - or anyone - to lie about 'forever' to me ever again, right now. As dramatic as that may sound. The "I can't stay to hold your hand" I'm reading as self-preservation at the moment because I don't want to enable some 'have your cake and eat it' situation - either be with me, or not.
I'm probably projecting massively at the moment in regards to my own situation, but my partner and I have just decided to go on a 'break' for which I think there's a serious risk it might be for good. I am sad and raw because up until recently, I'd been in no doubt that he was my forever person, and I identify viscerally at the moment with the 'punch you in your face' line at the moment because I don't want him - or anyone - to lie about 'forever' to me ever again, right now. As dramatic as that may sound. The "I can't stay to hold your hand" I'm reading as self-preservation at the moment because I don't want to enable some 'have your cake and eat it' situation - either be with me, or not.