Well i hate to put this in a drug perspective but this is what i get. It's largely about the acceptance that comes with the drug demon being inside of you and that it's something that will likely never leave you alone. There are moments of goodness and happiness, and the drugs can even be a part of these good feelings but at the end of the day Mac needs to come to terms with the fact that there will always be this demon pulling at his soul. Related to this is a loss of innocence. For most people drugs start out as a youthful, fun, experimental thing, but the longer you take them and the more you make them a part of you, the deeper down that hole you go. The less it becomes a simply "fun" thing, even if you tell yourself that.
I think the "mind" is meant literally. The mind doesn't cry no more - it's placated and at peace and the anxieties are at bay for that brief moment of bliss. "It ain't 2009 no more, yeah i know what's behind that door". It's almost too late.
Well i hate to put this in a drug perspective but this is what i get. It's largely about the acceptance that comes with the drug demon being inside of you and that it's something that will likely never leave you alone. There are moments of goodness and happiness, and the drugs can even be a part of these good feelings but at the end of the day Mac needs to come to terms with the fact that there will always be this demon pulling at his soul. Related to this is a loss of innocence. For most people drugs start out as a youthful, fun, experimental thing, but the longer you take them and the more you make them a part of you, the deeper down that hole you go. The less it becomes a simply "fun" thing, even if you tell yourself that.
I think the "mind" is meant literally. The mind doesn't cry no more - it's placated and at peace and the anxieties are at bay for that brief moment of bliss. "It ain't 2009 no more, yeah i know what's behind that door". It's almost too late.