Jealous

I think very differently about this song. I think it’s about the loss of a very dear person. Personally, this song and it’s lyrics mean a lot to me, because I listen it in thoughts of my baby, which I‘ve lost because of a miscarriage.

My baby is gone, I was never able to hold her, but I think that I‘m always surrounded by her, although I don’t believe in god. So I’m jealous of the rain and the wind, because I think her presence is everywhere. And the rain and wind is closer to her, than my hands ever were, because I was never able to hold my baby. No matter how hard I wish for, I can never be near her.

I wished her the best of all this world could give, but it wasn’t enough to save her. I needed to set her free, let her go, but I always thought, maybe one day, she will come back or we will be together again.

I think she is happy, wherever she is, and I’m jealous that I can’t be with her. I’m jealous that she is happy without me, that I needed to stay back. All I got, was the memory, the heartbreak. I needed to watch her slip away, and a part of me died with her.